Miss you so much
Last couple of days have been hard . Went out with a friend last night and had to come home early , couldn’t get you out of my mind . Went to bed thinking about you , dreamt all night about you . It’s now eight am and I have been laying in the bed for over an hour just thinking about you . I can’t bring myself to get up and face another day without you in my life . I know this will take time . I know one day I’ll move on maybe even forget some . But all I know is that now I feel the pain of losing you twenty fours hours a day . I wish I could close my eyes and another five years have gone by . I don’t know how or when but I wish that day come fast . I still love you so much and I can’t forget your face your smile your smell . I hope you are doing well and finally found the happiness I apparently couldn’t give you .