Broken

 You came into my life at my worst moment . Like a knight in shining armour . My heart was broken and you filled it with hope . Just when I was about to give up all together , you rescued me from the clutches of my pain .  You gave me a reason to live a reason to laugh a reason to hope and a reason to love again . I thought to myself  . Where has this man been all my life ?  A life full of dispar and heartache . You gave me a reason to wake up in the morning . No longer did I wish for an endless sleep . No longer did I pray for death to come in the middle of the night . You had awaken my desire to love again . But then you let me down and you broke me again . My knight in shining armour was no more . Now I sit and cry , my eyes are dark and sore , my heart aches . My body aches my head hurts and my spirit is broken . You held the light of hope and now that flame has burned out . I’m lost again , I’m alone again . I fear now to go to sleep . I fear that I might not wake . I gave you all of my love . I opened up my heart , my deepest  fears and desires . I truly believed that you had come to me , maybe by God's will , I believed you had come to sooth my pain . But now my heart bleeds and my tears flow and I’m not seeing hope anymore . I loved you more than I realized and maybe I didn’t  express it like I should have . But I truly did and still do .

I will love you always . You gave me a chance to love again and for that I thank you . . 

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