Lonely days sleepless nights. Thoughts running through my mind. How I missed you , how I longed for you. Many tears , would fill an ocean . Eyes red and face tired . God how I loved you! I know those days are gone and still I cry , I cry in silence . Desperate pleas . I pray and I beg our dear Lord . I ask time and time again ,why can't she love me ? Why ,won't she love ? No longer needed I feel . Time did not stand still for you . you lived life and you loved another .But my love did not waiver . My heart still in pain . I have reached out , I have said and done all I can . Still you don't love me . Time you say , time is all you need , you say it's too soon .
Years and years have gone , I am feeling old and not looking younger . So many years wasted. I would give twenty years to get the last ten back if I could only share them with you .
Broken
You came into my life at my worst moment . Like a knight in shining armour . My heart was broken and you filled it with hope . Just when I was about to give up all together , you rescued me from the clutches of my pain . You gave me a reason to live a reason to laugh a reason to hope and a reason to love again . I thought to myself . Where has this man been all my life ? A life full of dispar and heartache . You gave me a reason to wake up in the morning . No longer did I wish for an endless sleep . No longer did I pray for death to come in the middle of the night . You had awaken my desire to love again . But then you let me down and you broke me again . My knight in shining armour was no more . Now I sit and cry , my eyes are dark and sore , my heart aches . My body aches my head hurts and my spirit is broken . You held the light of hope and now that flame has burned out . I’m lost again , I’m alone again . I fear now to go to sleep . I fear that I might not wa...
Hello. logged in after a long time...a sadness filled my heart to see this post,hope everything is okay with you now?
ReplyDeleteCheers,
Autre