I thought I could forget , I thought I could forgive . But I cry almost daily , tears don’t always show but I cry , my heart cries . My heart bleeds my heart aches . I’m reaching for more pills everyday . The thoughts are coming back . I see no light at the end anymore . I wish every night not to wake up . I welcome my end . I welcome peace in my mind . I wish I could make you understand what you did . At the worst time of my life , you took it all away . My hope my happiness , my will to survive . You have destroyed me mentally and physically and have shattered me emotionally .I can’t do this much longer . I’m all alone I’m so lonely and no one would care . So why do I keep bothering to wake up in the morning ? I welcome the night , I welcome darkness . I welcome my end and I welcome eternal rest I’m so fucking tired of being alive.
The Toronto Star tells us to ask why. So I'm asking, ...why?
ReplyDeleteYou ask why. I have come to two conclusions, no one cares, or no one hears me.
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ReplyDeleteI used to think so too. But i have come to believe now that despite all the odds that I or rather we talk about, we strangely are still walking; maybe trudging but still walking. There is certianly more to life than simply giving up.
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