What do we search for all our lives? All my life I have been searching, looking for something. Some elusive creature that some call happiness, I do not really know anymore if it exists or if it is just a myth. Pursuing a dream, perhaps an expedition or an exploration, I have been rummaging through my soul. A mélange a potpourri of emotions a hodgepodge of (GARBAGE). I have heard it said that we are our own worst enemies .My insides have been fighting a loosing battle with my outer forces the enemies I have created. I have polluted my soul an my heart and my life with the way I have chosen to live it, although at times I have had very little control and seldom if ever, any choice.. It seems every time I make any head wave the amalgamation of the evil paratroopers that control my outer world are always set for a rapid deployment of the troops. One-step forward and ten steps back. My head tells me I am fighting a war that cannot be won, but my heart is strong perhaps too stubborn to just ...
The Toronto Star tells us to ask why. So I'm asking, ...why?
ReplyDeleteYou ask why. I have come to two conclusions, no one cares, or no one hears me.
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ReplyDeleteI used to think so too. But i have come to believe now that despite all the odds that I or rather we talk about, we strangely are still walking; maybe trudging but still walking. There is certianly more to life than simply giving up.
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